Lost Control

Hmm, yea
Mirrors they never lie
Don't see myself inside
Why can't I get it right?
I don't know
You're always watching me fall
Shadows they like my wall
Why do I feel so small?
I don't know

So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know

I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I've lost control again

Tired of being afraid
But lately, I lost my faith
What is love without pain
It ain't home
You're watching me but I'm below
When I get caught I hope
It's the kind of blackout that will
Take me home

So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know

I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I've lost control again

I know that I'm a mess
But I ain't trying to be the best
So, whatever's coming next
I better pray
Never said I was an angel
I am damaged all the way
So whatever's coming next
I better pray

I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and I'm to blame
I've lost control again