Alopecia

I've been watching myself,
Driving me round the bend.
I'm in the moment
But my brain does not attend.
Struck by a perfect mirror image scene.
But a defect was somehow left for me.

I hope my hair don't fall out.
I hope my hair don't fall out.
I hope my hair don't fall out.
I hope my hair don't fall out.

Guilt ridden fever pits
Are stifled by my friends.
In one fell swoop I'll knuckle down
And I'll pretend, that
–You'll be, happy, happy
Another reason this was meant for me.

(Don't fall out) x4

Tell me...
You'll be...
Happy, happy, happy.
Lonely, lonely, lonely.

(Don't fall out) x2