Seasick, Yet Still Docked

I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where I intended to go

Scavenging through life's very constant lulls
So far from where I'm determined to go

Wish I knew the way to reach the one I love
There is no way

Wish I had the charm to attract the one I love
But you see, I've got no charm

Tonight I've consumed much more than I can hold
Oh, this is very clear to you

And you can tell I have never really loved
You can tell by the way I sleep all day

And all of my life no one gave me anything
No one has ever given me anything

My love is as sharp as a needle in your eye
You must be such a fool to pass me by