This Time Next Year

I think I'll be fine this time next year
You were only everything I wanted
About to lose my mind
Thinking 'bout you all the time
I could lie and say I'm fine, but that's no option

'Cause I'm alone and I just want you here
I could let you go, but I'm too selfish
I keep breaking down
Every time I see you out
I wish I could shut my mouth, but I can't help it

And all my friends all say
I was better off with you
And I get so fucking sad
Because I know that it's the truth

And I've made my mistakes
What could ever be enough?
Now that every step I take's
Another step toward giving up

I think you'll be fine this time next year
You'll find someone soon
You know you're perfect
Fall in love with him
Never think of me again
Oh, I'll miss my best friend, but I deserve this

I wish you would lie and say you care
I know it's all my fault, but I hate this
Leave me where I stand
Act like I don't give a damn
I completely understand, I just can't face it

And all my friends all say
I was better off with you
And I get so fucking sad
Because I know that it's the truth

And I've made my mistakes
What could ever be enough?
Now that every step I take's
Another step toward giving up

I think we'll be fine this time next year
Thank you for the love you always gave me
I'll miss you so much
Losing hope and losing touch
Now that every step I take's
Another step toward giving up