Abscond

I open my eyes
See the dawn of despair
Autumn wind whispers my name
There's no reason to stay

Burden of memories
Dash me to the ground
Whenever at night you hear me weep
You'll know I'm waiting for a release

The sun fades away
And reveals misery
Autumn wind whispers my name
There's no reason to stay

Shades accompanied me by farewells
Turn my world to ice
Its coldness dispels me
And i'm freezing inside

I choose to close my eyes
From this forlorn wrecked life,
No return no retreat,
Just surrender and fall asleep

These demons within
This godless savage breed
Of the chief rebel angel
Refuse to set me free