Happy Colored Pills

Shades of pink
Bother me

I close my eyes, and I feel defeat
The sound of catastrophic melodies ringing inside my head
How can I describe this feeling?
Prescripted perspectives have become my dreams

Diluted suffering
Illusionary diversions
Plague my life
I leave but I'm back here again
Curiously satisfied

Breathing, breathing, thin
(I breathe it all in)
Wonder, wonder, why
(And then I wonder why)
No single hand
(I wish you'd take my hand)
To guide my light
(Show me the pain inside)

So empty, and yet you realize
That this was what brought me here
Your oceanic disguise, my reflective personality, a recipe for disaster
This crown of guilt has been bestowed upon your head
Truth be told, I wonder if you still think of me, as I do for you

Drug abuse
My true demise
Born torn apart
Without eyes

No one here
By my side
I didn't want to
Leave this life

You can't blame this mess
It's really bad again
I hide it all inside my skin

I close my eyes
Feel defeat
How can I describe this feeling
Prescripted perspectives
In all of my dreams
Don't fall asleep

Truth be told I thought I'd die with these
You say I shouldn't hold these thoughts
But here we are with you writing them down
I count the days until I'm back
Ashes fall
The room turns blue again
Hopefully I will too