It's Not up to You (feat. Yijia)

I wake up
And the day feels broken
I tilt my head
I'm trying to get an angle

'Cause the evening
I've always longed for
It could still happen
But how do I muster
The perfect day?

If you leave it alone
It might just happen
Anyway

It's not up to you, oh, it never really was
It's not up to you, oh, it never really was
It's not up to you, well, it never really was
It's not up to you

If you wake up
And the day feels broken
Just lean into the crack (just lean into the crack)
And it will tremble ever so nicely

Notice how it sparkles
Down there
And I can decide
What I give (What I give)
But it's not up to me
What I get given
Unthinkable surprises about to happen
But what they are

It's not up to you, well, it never really was
It's not up to you, oh, it never really was
It's not up to you, well, it never really was
It's not up to you, it never was
It's not up to you
It's not up to you, oh, it never really was
It's not up to you, well, it never really was
It's not up to you