Beautiful

Now when this shit goes down, I'm always forced to grow
Forced to see all the things that I still don't know
And if there's one thing I've learned, it's never too late
To take a fucked up life to a beautiful state
Cause I came from the bottom, so I treasure the top
At times it seems your dreams are just a long shot
When the world's crashing down and the drama won't stop
You're chained to the past and you can't break the lock
Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Than watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful
To witness the end
How far will I go
And will I grow, will I learn tonight
My addiction used to hold me like a lover feeling lonely
I was down by broken dreams of what I felt the world owed me
I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen
My soul was cold and grounded from the tears I tried to hold in
Overwhelmed by my emotions and haunted by the past
My head was overheating and my heart was in a cast
My mind was in the gutter, my ass was in a sling
Driven by distrust and young and fucking everything
Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Than watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful
To witness the end
How far will I go
And will I grow, will I learn tonight
How far, how far
How will I go and will I grow
Beautiful, so beautiful
So beautiful, beautiful
Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Than watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful
To witness the end
Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Than watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful
To witness the end
Cause nothing could be more beautiful
Than watching the whole world crumbling down on me
So beautiful, so beautiful
To witness the end