Contingency Song (Album Version

I moved away
And slept with a rotten taste
He lied when he said I was worth it all
I'm afraid I only changed myself
Because you're not into the original
And if I saw what he sees
No lover of mine cuts deep into a clean face
Now, he's just like me
Delusional

I said I'm not in love
I said I'm not in love
I said I'm not in love
Please don't hurt me
Please don't hurt me
Please don't hurt me

Do you feel young again
When you're on top of me?
I can't be taken, if I give it away

I chop myself up and shut myself out
Until my body shuts itself down

I pour the boiling water on my hand
I still feel enough to touch myself
And even then, I don't feel like doing it anymore
I shoved enough food in my mouth
And I can mutter out the words
I don't think I can do it anymore