your party

Could you invite me to your party
I know that you don't know me very well
But I've been getting kinda lonely
Constantly isolating myself

I
Thought that I'd feel better
If I ruled out any chance of ever getting hurt
I thought that I'd feel better
Convincing myself other people'd never know my worth

I don't wanna socialize
But I've idealized it somehow
I don't wanna go to your house
I just don't wanna feel
Left out

Ooh

Could you invite me to your party
I know I make a point to sit alone but
I'll get over my anxiety
And maybe then I'll feel perfectly comfortable

I
Thought I'd like it better
To be noticed by the people I've always wanted to be
I thought I'd like it better
If I forced myself to match all of their personalities

I don't wanna socialize
But I've idealized it somehow
I don't wanna go to your house
I just don't wanna feel
Left out

Left out
I know you don't know me well
I just don't wanna feel left out
Tired of isolating myself
Ooh ooh ooh

Could you invite me to your party
I don't know why I would even ask
What's the point in even going
If once I get there I just wade to the back

I don't wanna socialize
But I've idealized it somehow
I don't wanna go to your house
I just don't wanna feel
Left out