New Years

When's it gonna change?
What's the point in makin' this when they just stay the same?
Writin' things I've wrote before
Said that I would quit, but I don't think I'm stickin' to it

My New Year's resolution was a weak one, forgot that shit by Feb
I was gonna get shit done, but I had new shit in my head
It came 'round to March and I was down and depressed
It was too much for a minute, was not livin' at my best

I just stayed in bed for days, and showers came in April
Feelin' like a fool now, I'm not lookin' forward
But when it gets warmer, gonna feel a little better, I may
Now it's May

Oh my god, my birthday comin' up, I'm turnin' 25
I hope that I see 25 more years alive
I wanna feel the best that I can feel and make the most of life
But May came 'round so fast
I can't believe five months went by almost half

Yeah, it's summer soon, I'm happy as hell
And June is lookin' good, yeah, I can tell
Well, I'm ready for it now
I'm outside the house, thank God
July came around, I was grateful yet still frustrated

Oh, feel too much now, this heat won't even save me
August is amazing, suntan under my face again
This year, we need a reason to smile, so
Went to Italy and did the anniversary, wow

Time went on and I remembered
Feelin' like, "Holy fuck, now it's September"
What am I doing? In fall, I'm feeling pain
There's only three more months 'til we gon' start again

Going through the year together
Through the year together
October, now it's cold again
I don't feel like myself, oh god

November, I don't know the difference anymore
It's cold and I just wanna go back to the start
I know I'll feel much better there
I'm gonna make new plans and stick to them this time, I swear
What now? What's next? I need to think about gifts
Christmas comin' up, oh shit, I ain't ready yet
No, no, no, oh, oh, oh

You start the whole thing over
And we try a little harder next year