I Love Lucy

She's always with me
Always with me

Every night I close my eyes
All I see you
Either way it goes
My heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new

Just look into my eyes
From the trauma they start to gloss
Stand right the back up forever
It's always fuck a loss
Stand right the back up forever
I walk in with the sauce
About to self-check out
Motherfucker I need some help
Every time I look up reminded that I'm in hell
Fuck getting dope sick
Little Suboxone just to get well
Just to get well

Every night I close my eyes
All I see you
Either way it goes
My heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new

Just look at my eyes
Been broken
I'm learning how to stay
I won't run away
Won't let you take this weight
Lost my grip but I felt you near in my final breath
I'm not perfect but I'm learning how to do my best
I thought about my grave
Your face made me afraid
Not of death but I don't know what I'ma fucking break
I let myself escape
Would never heal the same
My soul was yours to take
You're the reason I remain

She's always with me
Always with me

Every night I close my eyes
All I see you
Either way it goes
My heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new

Every night I close my eyes
All I see you
Either way it goes
My heart sinks to the floor
It ain't nothing new