Open Boundaries - Doomed (Message Bound Mix)

Deception
A word so commonly used
Where one tells lies and plays them out
To leave the other doomed
Your deceit was
My infection
Where something rotted me in the root
And corrupted my very will
Until I couldn't fight the ruse
But this is my medicine
Where from the poison of your mind
I'll rise again and find myself
And relieve you from my life
Cause you were a horror treasure
So golden to the eyes
But deep within beneath the skin
Your monster would reside

And I knew the truth
But I buried it as I followed you
Cause I promised you
You'd have all of me for all of you
And yet all of you
Kept breaking down my pieces
Whilst I was ignorant and blind
Until your hook got buried deeper
And I never questioned why

We are but creatures seeking comfort
Even when they're sharpened spikes
So this is why I'd never heal
Because you're sleeping with a knife
And you tried to blunt their blade using your body
And your mind
But their fix was not your onus
Nor the purpose of your time
Their high was at your lowest
So they'd never let you climb
But they're a part of every chapter
So burn their pages in a pyre
Built from memories and closure
Let their story be a sign
Cause they may have took your moments
But they'll never take your life

I've been on a grey cloud
Begging for the feeling of rain now
Can't wash these thoughts out my head
Writing every lyric in red
My world knows my rage now
Every day I'm teething pain out
Never thought I'd see the light change
Out of here

Everybody wants a feeling so giant
Fe fi fo
Watched you tilt your head up with eyes so cold
Never gave a care till our love deposed
You've been breaking the bonds just to build my loathes
Kept lining the sheets with the silk of woes
But the day you pleaded I just disposed
Just like the feelings where you took hold

Feeling like a comedown
You're looming on my energy and
Like a comedown
It's draining every part of me
Feeling like a comedown
Until I really start to see

Feel it like a comedown
Banging in my head now
Blood around the bed
Now the blinded me is dead
Seeing every letdown
Written on the walls now
Need it all to end
I just need it all to end

If I bury every sanity
Pull out the parts in me
Then I'll get home
Another version of reality
Where nothing bothers me
But I'll be faux
As my will gets swayed
On the lies you've made
I'll be a fool
Built on black parades
Thorns and tidal waves
Are we doomed

And I know we've done our time
It was real enough
It had feels enough
But deep down I was just the side
And every single failure was from
Hills you wouldn't climb
Cause I swore to you
I'd grab stars for you
I didn't think you'd find your own shine
I remember the day you told me
Said you were lonely
Then tried to hold me
And said we'd have another try
But I stepped back
So numb and lapsed
Cause love had died that night
And that's when I knew
Our time was due
And told you my goodbyes

Doctor doctor doctor
I'm feeling compromised
There were bullets in my brain
That were shot into the sky
Now I'm falling through the planes
Can you see me in the night
Pulling parachutes again
But the holes are getting wide
Cause her ray gun took her aim up
To my light
And the make ups
All the fake love
All the break ups
All the hate talks
Do we hate us
Never saw the signs

Feeling like a comedown
You're looming on my energy and
Like a comedown
It's draining every part of me
Feeling like a comedown
Until I really start to see

Feel it like a comedown
Banging in my head now
Blood around the bed
Now the blinded me is dead
Seeing every letdown
Written on the walls now
Need it all to end
I just need it all to end

If I bury every sanity
Pull out the parts in me
Then I'll get home
Another version of reality
Where nothing bothers me
But I'll be faux
As my will gets swayed
On the lies you've made
I'll be a fool
Built on black parades
Thorns and tidal waves
Are we doomed
Doomed

If I bury every sanity
Pull out the parts in me
Then I'll get home
Another version of reality
Where nothing bothers me
But I'll be faux
As my will gets swayed
On the lies you've made
I'll be a fool
Built on black parades
Thorns and tidal waves
Are we doomed
Doomed

I made these choices
I will own up to my past
The hold upon my person
Is a failing I must patch
And though the journey is a hard one
It doesn't matter about the path
What matters is I never take the road
That leads me back
Back to failing
Back to feeling like I'm last
The one who's always in a race
But would never reach the flag
No longer chasing change
From a fire seeking ash
And though a part of them remains
It's a lesson and not a wrath
I've learnt the signs
And the warnings of these ways
I'll learn to guard against their blight
So that I'm never doomed again
To fall in love
With the one who loves me not
To give my trust
To the one who changes locks
To never feel enough
For the one who only wants
Till there's nothing left of me
Just limbs attached to rocks
So I vouch for my reprieve
From the one who chained my heart