cut the ties

I am so fucking exhausted
Insides out, done fucking around
Losing connection, wires crossed
I'm just so fucking exhausted

Nothing's worth the work you put in
Polishing the brass as the ship is sinking
Insides out, done fucking around

I contempt my fate
As a bed-ridden husk filled to the brim with hate
Are these emotions my own?
I've lost control
Are these choices my own?

I am not calm nor collected
Cut the ties

I am so fucking exhausted
Insides out, done fucking around
Losing connection, wires crossed
I'm just so fucking exhausted

Half-woven truths and platitudes
I despise the hope you exude
Nothing's worth the work you put in
Polishing the brass as the ship is sinking

Everything comes crashing down
Knuckles scrape the asphalt and I'm falling out
Erase my existence from this this arid Earth