Your Last Wish

Decrepit
Selfish
Ignorant
Supposed

Kept below dirt mounds
Sleeping under blood stained walls
If there's anyway to stop it
Please tell me
I'll pray and search
For a return to a normalcy

For a return to a normalcy
Pleasant smells clean slate and a easy death
Only one way out and that's projecting
Until it's enough to fulfill
Enough to fulfill

Dreading but begging for that one last wish
Fed up biting my cheek fed up biding in my sleep
Fighting for my keep
Inside I sleep but can't rest
I'll eat but won't taste
I'll take what I can take for my last wish

Your life
Your name
Your time
Nothing amounts to much

What's even worth it
For one last time?
Nothing you had was worth it
The first time

Pressure under my heart slowing
Ah yes this is what I'm asking for
Slow but painful
But yet a sweet release