life is all fair and it goes up to bliss

Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit

Everytime I tryna be good I end up going south
Everytime I tryna speak up, needles in my mouth
Cause I breathe them and I hate them
But I miss them when they're gone, that suffocation
But rejection, manic friction, should've known all that I
Get down in dreams I don't wanna get up
I like the one when I do not wake up
How can you cope with it all when you fail?
How can I break when my life is a jail?
Everytime I try to speak my ego is only one of the peak
They might be the crown but I end up like shit
Fuck, I just wanna get lost in the world, get lost with the view
Checking out my motherfucking song
Remembering they were wrong, they're not long
Don't make love for so long
Until dawn I write, I type, I compose until my head cries
I don't fucking eat, fucking drink, fucking sleep
Fucking please, fucking smoke, fucking sleep with panic attacks
Motherfuckers still think I made this song just to bring the peace up
I'm the fucking prince if I live with my eyes open
Not in for a cart of the hate because I live enough

Everytime I tryna be good
All the time I tryna keep
My head straight with all that speed
But everything goes to shit

I would ask you all along
Do you think you could fit in my shoes boy?
I'm gonna ask if you would know
You know I'm an astute in all
I'm gonna cut in your head
And destroy all this world that you care for
And you wouldn't even know
Why you're smilin' when I'm kicking these doors

Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit
Fuck it, I wanna do it all
I need to play with this world this shit