dead of night

Yeah
3:17
Still awake

I still see you when I close my eyes
Close my eyes, close my eyes
Get too high just to feel alright
Feel alright, feel alright

Dead of night and I lose my mind
Lose my mind, lose my mind
Lost you once, now I'm losing twice
Losing twice

It's 3:17 and the room too quiet
Phone face down but I still wanna try it
You said you're home, I pretend I buy it
But something in my chest don't like it

Your tone changed but you call it stress
Your texts short but you call it "less"
I replay words you never said
Looking for ghosts in what you meant

I zoom reflections in your glass
Pause your stories, run it back
I hate that I'm this paranoid
But silence makes the worst attach

Friends around but I drift away
Laugh too loud just to hide my face
They go home and I stay awake
Orbiting thoughts I can't escape

I still see you when I close my eyes
Close my eyes, close my eyes
Get too high just to feel alright
Feel alright, feel alright

Dead of night and I lose my mind
Lose my mind, lose my mind
Lost you once, now I'm losing twice
Losing twice

I don't pop pills for the thrill no more
I pop pills so I don't feel more
Sober makes every doubt roar
Every "what if" hit hardcore

The ghosts don't scream, they talk low
"Maybe she's somewhere you don't know."
"Maybe you're easy to let go."
"Maybe you already know."

I still see you when I close my eyes
Close my eyes, close my eyes
Get too high just to feel alright
Feel alright, feel alright

Dead of night and I lose my mind
Lose my mind, lose my mind
Lost you once, now I'm losing twice
Losing twice
Twice
Losing twice