Engrave Abusive

Shrouded in a fog
My mind betrays me
Every thought is pushed behind
A layer of endless grey

As I struggle to maintain
A focus that never stays
I look back to the days
Before the doubt
Consumed me
And when I sleep I see the face
Clawing its way back in
So on that cue I wake
To start another day the same

Under my skin I can feel what you left
Cleansed from the outside but still you reside
Before you there was never a second thought

Where do we go
I want to be restored
Remove the scars
From all the pieces that we lost

When it consumes me
I cannot believe
The thoughts inside me
Engrave abusive
Underlined with stealing precious seconds
When it consumes me
I cannot believe
The thoughts inside me
Engrave abusive
Underlined with stealing precious seconds

Where do we go
To be restored?
Remove the scars
From all we lost
I want the pieces of myself
Back where they belong
Am I too far gone
To return from what I have become

Shrouded in a fog my mind betrays me

One, two, three
Yea

Shrouded in a fog
My mind betrays me
Every thought is pushed behind
A layer of endless grey
As I struggle to maintain
A focus that never stays
I look back to the days
Before the doubt
Consumed me

Where do we go?
I want to be restored
Remove the scars
From all the pieces that we've lost

Where do we go
To be restored?
Remove the scars
From all we lost
I want the pieces of myself
Back where they belong
Am I too far gone
To return from what I have become

An uneducated opinion
Chirping down every ear that would listen
A voice so loud
The truth couldn't get a word in
Repetition of a wrong doesn't make any right
An ego so large you lost the leg of your fucking fight