Two Pills

One blink, two pink, lines still on the sink
She cries 'cause our lives will never be the same
Just moved to L.A., down to our spare change
We broke up, she's stuck here, home's so far away

The guilt sets in and I question

"Was it my fault?"
It took just one call
And two pills to swallow the hope for tomorrow
The weight of it all, I'm feeling so small
Staring at these empty frames on the wall
Was it my fault?

Lately, I feel like we won't ever heal
Moved on, no shame
We'll never know your name
No mom, no dad
So how could she know that to love
And to be loved or wanted the same?

The guilt sets in and I question

"Was it my fault?"
It took just one call
And two pills to swallow the hope for tomorrow
The weight of it all, I'm feeling so small
Staring at these empty frames on the wall
Was it my fault?

I tried to black out, and forget about you
Since I raised you for my life in one night
Can't forget what I did, can't forget what I did

Was it my fault?
It took just one call
And two pills to swallow the hope for tomorrow
The weight of it all, I'm feeling so small
Staring at these empty frames on the wall
Was it my fault?

I raised you from the existence
Everything is cognitive distance (was it my fault?)
I raised you from the existence
Everything is cognitive distance
Was it my fault?