LIFE OR DEATH

I'm alone under the stars
With a bowl of lucky charms
Rainbow on my spoon
While the world's falling apart

I keep a bottle of water by my bed
Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares

And I'm the strangest girl I've met
And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck

Oh

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next, oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried myself to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next, oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich
Be really, really rich

I'm staring in the mirror
Making sure I'm really here
Reflecting on everything I did
Everything I said, so embarrassing, ugh

I keep a bottle of water by my bed
Just in case I get thirsty in my nightmares

And I'm the strangest girl I've met
And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
I call it generation X-Y-L-O

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next, oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried myself to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next, oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried my self to sleep
I'd be rich

Danger, danger, honey
I've got the fear
It's gonna swallow me up
Swimming in my tears
Running out of luck

And I'm the strangest girl I've met
And I'm a goddamned nervous wreck
So you know what's coming next

Oh

I'm scared of life
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next, oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried myself to sleep
I'd be rich

I'm scared (I'm scared) of life (of life)
I'm scared of death
I'm scared of what comes next, oh
And if I had a dime
For every single time
I cried myself to sleep
I'd be rich