Tell Me How To Live

I'm healing, but I know that nothings gonna change
This feeling, I'm holding on to something that won't

The sea is violence
I think I know this quite well
The plea for silence
I think there's nothing but hell

Am I the one to tell
Am I the one to follow through with your wrong doing

Do you have the patience to wait for the end or
Will you break down
Does the act of trying prevent the crying that
follows the unforgivable

I'm healing, but I know that nothings gonna change
This feeling, I'm holding on to something that I can't
I'm screaming, all I do is focus on the pain, woah
I'm holding on to something that won't stay

I can't save you from
The dread that holds the loaded gun
Will you change your name when it all goes wrong
Will you face yourself or just be alone

Holding on to ones you love
Cause that's the only thing that shoves
The thought of losing everyone
To the beast that's in our minds

I'd rather lose myself to what I control
Than lose everything to the creeping unknown
And though I feel shame
I know I can feel it, I know I can feel it

My God, my God, let me sever the ties
The obsession of caring, to the point that I'd dare it to
To take me away, from another day

I'm healing, but I know that nothings gonna change
This feeling, holding on to something that won't stay

Tell me you want to, tell me you want to

I'm healing, but I know that nothings gonna change
This feeling, I'm holding on to something that I can't
I'm screaming, all I do is focus on the pain, woah
I'm holding on to something that won't stay

A shattering plea
From the inner thoughts of me, eh
So tell me now when I'm gone will you fight for
Everything I loved on this earth and then died for; me

Burying me
At a place we're doomed to be
But death has a grip growing tighter
Tell me how to live, when no one knows when the timer ends

When the timer ends, when the timer ends

I'm healing, but I know that nothings gonna change
This feeling, I'm holding on to something that I can't
I'm screaming, all I do is focus on the pain
I'm holding on to something that won't stay