Never Enough

I change my hair, I change my clothes
Try to be someone you'll wanna know
Say the right words, laugh at your jokes
But I'm still the shadow behind your glow
Scroll through pictures I'll never take
Smiles I fake just to hide the ache
You say I'm fine, but I can't relate
'Cause your love always comes too late

And I keep reaching
But you're not reaching back, uh-uh-uh
I keep bleeding
While you just fade to black

I'm never enough for you
No matter what I do
You love a version of me
That I can't live up to
I'm breaking in silence
Drowning in kindness
You don't even see me through
I'm never, never enough for you

Gave you my soul in every line
But you just read between the rhymes
Tried to be perfect all the time
But I lost myself just chasing signs

And I keep hoping
That someday you'll see, ah-ah-ah
There's more to me than
Who I try to be

I'm never enough for you
No matter what I do
You love a version of me
That I can't live up to
I'm breaking in silence
Drowning in kindness
You don't even see me through
I'm never, never enough for you

Maybe it's not just you, maybe it's me
Carving my worth from what others believe
But I'm tired of pretending I'm okay
When every mirror just looks the other way

I'm never enough for you
But maybe I'm enough for me
Someday I'll walk away
From who you needed me to be
I'll rise from the quiet
Start my own riot
Find love that sees me true
'Cause I'm done being not enough for you