Never Be The Same

Did I really think this would happen? No
The way you looked at me was a distraction, oh
I really should've seen this coming
I always had a feeling in my stomach
There was something 'bout you bad, but I just really couldn't put a finger on it, oh
Called me out just to save yourself
Screamed and shouted, you never helped
Trust is gone if you couldn't tell
It's collecting dust on the shelf
My heart stopped beating ever since you left me alone
You said I was your everything
So was this all just play pretend?
I'll never be the same
So how could I ever win?
You made sure to shoot my shins
So I could never walk again
I'll never be the same
Now that it is done, was it worth it?
Crazy how you wanted someone perfect
Oh, you left me scarred, you left me broken
Tell me, did I really deserve this?
I meditate, distract myself with games, but I'm still stuck in place, oh no no no
I medicate, I'm trying many things, but I still feel the same, oh
I keep on wondering if you felt it too
I was even willing to die for you
Knew this would happen 'cause I always lose
Oh, I always lose
Called me out just to save yourself
Screamed and shouted, you never helped
Trust is gone if you couldn't tell
It's collecting dust on the shelf
My heart stopped beating ever since you left me alone
You said I was your everything
So was this all just play pretend?
I'll never be the same
So how could I ever win?
You made sure to shoot my shins
So I could never walk again
I'll never be the same