I Shouldn't Go Anywhere

No excuses, they are useless
Pointing blame has proven fruitless
It just gets me more upset
And it makes me feel pathetic
With my glassy eyes
I think I can see inside
Pierce the wall, find the gall
But it's just the alcohol

Talking to me, am I really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar, isn't there a rule or something
I know I shouldn't go there
I know I shouldn't go there, I shouldn't go anywhere

It's my party and I want to
Do whatever I can to taunt you
I avoid and then destroy
And then I've lost the only boy
That I've found around here all year
Who inspires that kind of fear
With my stomach in a ball
And of course the alcohol

Talking to me, am I really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar, isn't there a rule or something
I know I shouldn't go there
I know I shouldn't go there, I shouldn't go anywhere

All the lies I say to myself
All the times I took the bite and hooked myself

Quit talking to me or I'm really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar, isn't there a rule or something
Quit talking to me or I'm really gonna cry
Right now, sitting at the bar, isn't there a rule or something
I know I shouldn't go there
I know I shouldn't go there
I know I shouldn't go there
I shouldn't go anywhere