bastard

I'm a bastard, I'm nothing like your other boyfriend
If I have to, I'll squeeze you 'til you're choking on your guts
Your disaster is nothing but your fear, and it's my lust
Need a pastor to tell me how the fuck I ended up

Yet you only come to me when your eyes are bleeding, you're crying
You gotta feel me in your skin when you're dying
I'm looking straight through you and not trying
You overly nod your head when you're lying
It's all in your face and in your eyes
My hair's too long, it's attracting flies
Mama told me to cut it so many times

I'm a bastard, I'm nothing like your other boyfriend
If I have to, I'll squeeze you 'til you're choking on your guts
Your disaster is nothing but your fear, and it's my lust
Need a pastor to tеll me how the fuck I endеd up-