Control - NOTD Remix

Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it, 'cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you don't understand

I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control

'Cause I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not
Trying to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught
Even though I'm older now, and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand

I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control

'Cause I don't wanna lose control

I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown, you took all my doubt
Lose control