Little Girls Pointing and Laughing

(We can't)
I still can
(Stop now.)
Remember what you did.
Your eyes filled,
(We've got)
Discomfort.
(To slow down.)
Bare foot in a public washroom.

Spill on me your nostalgia
And cataracts
That fell
Behind self-conscious eyes.

Warm water made
(Please just give me back my heart.)
This hurt so good.
(Well it's been too long)
Through ivory rain
(And I will burn no more.)
And cutthroat soap box derby racers.

(Oh God. Hurt so fucking good.
I just want you to fucking wreck me.
I want you to wreck me.
I want you to ruin me.)

I want you to ruin me.
(Please just give me back my heart.)
Ruin me.
(Well it's been too long)
I. Want. You. To. Ruin me.
(And I will burn no more.)
(Tired of all these lies)
I. Want you. To ruin me.
(And elsewhere eyes of yours.)
Ruin me.
(So I will scream)
I want you to...
(And dream of what's to come.)
Ruin me.