It's Fine (I Wouldn't Hang Out With Me Either)

Hours of conversation that had me kept up by the phone
A reminder of simpler times when I didn't feel so alone

Another wake-up call I've missed
I should've left my mind on silent
Let the vibrations course through my head
Left the message unread and ignored it

I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind
A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine

My hands won't stop shaking, my heartbeat is racing, I just can't see this through
Jaded and hopeless, there's no one to notice the calls for help that come from you
Sly digs and jabs slowly evoke these feelings of resentment
And still I wonder why we never talk (why we never talk?)

I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind
A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine
I can't cope with the distance knowing it's my fault
But I still shut you out 'til you're all gone

It was me all along
I'm the reason, I'm the cause

Another wake-up call I've missed
I should've left my mind on silent
Let the vibrations course through my head
Left the message unread and ignored it

I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind
A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine