I Promise

It's funny how as I get the older
The less and less I want
Maybe a hand on my shoulder
Or a promise tied tighter than a knot
I'm getting good at keeping my composure
When I know I shouldn't be
But I think I'm at the point where
The less and less I want to see
Easier imagined then guaranteed

Wish you could take it all back
Say you don't mean it anymore
Cause I can't bare it
I can't take it like before
I say I'm sorry but I don't mean it anymore
Cause I'm as stepped on as the sidewalks and the floors

I was standing right behind
You said my name but I heard it too
Called me early on that Tuesday
Said I could never say a bad thing about you
But I know you
I know that's not true

Wish you could take it all back
Say you don't mean it anymore
Cause I can't bare it
I can't take it like before
I say I'm sorry but I don't mean it anymore
Cause I'm as stepped on as the sidewalks and the floor

Can you tell me the truth
I'm getting nauseous
I've got this pit in my stomach Just be honest
What did I do to deserve this I'm so exhausted
I'm giving up on you I promise