you gave me two panic attacks (they made me feel closer to you)

I was thinking about my old apartment
I had a lot of ideas in my head during that time
We weren't even dating for a year but I was so in love with you
I remember thinking about just being with you for a long time
I had a dream, you were in it and I don't know something happened
But we were still together
When I woke up my instinct was to tell you
But then I remembered that we're not talking