Staying Gone

I'm a headache away
From not knowing what day of the week it is
I slept in yesterday's clothes
On the couch all alone
But it's better than running back to you again
I don't wanna be going back on my word
And find myself driving back down those curves
Back to your driveway
Wanna do this the right way
No matter how much it burns

So baby I've been staying gone
Away from your friends
Seeing them sends
Me back into this 100 proof
Baby I've been staying gone
Every day ends
Off the deep end
Just drowning out the thought of you
Yeah I keep on
Fighting like hell
To not wanna call ya
Wondering if I should've never called it off
Yeah baby
Leaving you hurt
But what's even worse
Is trying to move on
Cuz it's gonna kill me
Staying gone

I scroll through my phone
I see all your posts
It's looking like your hair's a little darker now
And girl you still have me running the tab
And trying to get my heart back to how you found it
You got me thinking back on my words
Drinking bout everything that we were
There's a back of my mind voice
Saying I made the right choice
No matter how much it burns

Baby I've been staying gone
Away from your friends
Seeing them sends
Me back into this 100 proof
Baby I've been staying gone
Every day ends
Off the deep end
Just drowning out the thought of you
Yeah I keep on
Fighting like hell
To not wanna call ya
Wondering if I should've never called it off
Yeah baby
Leaving you hurt
But what's even worse
Is trying to move on
Cuz it's gonna kill me
Staying gone

If this is how I feel
Girl how do you deal
With me saying goodbye to your face
You might be going through hell but
Don't know how to help ya
The least I can do is give you space
So I've been staying gone
Yeah I've been staying gone

Yeah I've been staying gone
Away from your friends
Seeing them sends
Me back into this 100 proof
Baby I've been staying gone
Every day ends
Off the deep end
Just drowning out the thought of you
I keep on
Fighting like hell
To not wanna call ya
Wondering if I should've never called it off
Yeah baby
Leaving you hurt
But what's even worse
Is trying to move on
Cuz it's gonna kill me
Staying gone
It's gonna kill me
Staying gone