Letting Go

Peering through the blocks of rain
Still, the streetlights stare and call my name
I contemplate but there's nowhere to go
We both know our hands are cold
And that they don't feel right anymore
I lie awake with everything I never say

While you drink your coffee slower
And I'm sick of the conversations
That leave me feeling useless
In all these situations
Why can't I leave your basement?
Why can't I find somebody new?
Toxic attraction holds us
And we're way too scared of letting go

And we're way too scared of letting go

It's become worse than before
There's a bomb in your mouth ready to explode
But for now it's just glares from the side
Small talk just feels so small
I remember it was never like this at all
But sometimes things change not for the best

While you drink your coffee slower
And I'm sick of the conversations
That leave me feeling useless
In all these situations
Why can't I leave your basement?
Why can't I find somebody new?
Toxic attraction holds us
And we're way too scared of letting go

And we're way too scared of letting go

This is not what we're supposed to be
We are too grown up to let this breathe
But we're too young to let it die

(Hey, you wanna go fast?)
While you drink your coffee slower
And I'm sick of the conversations
That leave me feeling useless
In all these situations
Why can't I leave your basement?
Why can't I find somebody new?
Toxic attraction holds us
And we're way too scared of letting go