Angela Baker and My Obsession With Fire

I wont forget the day that
That i came to
And i started thinking that theres more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons

And all i ever wanted
Was someone
To knock me back to
The bliss of ignorance
Cause i feel like running head first into traffic

And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain

I wont forget the day that
That i found god
In a kitchen knife and on my arm
So pain the pale white floor with
With my red life

And tell me that this pain is
The pain I love
As i swallow the pills happiness
And you watch me fall like
New york in an earthquake

And so im here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I called the cops to let em know
Its 22 walthery ave

I thought i wanted this

Im here to say
I said i wanted some more attention
I thought i wanted a story ending

I hate the pain,
I hate the pain, I...
I just can't win.
I hate the pain,
I hate the pain, I...

I think the truth is im scared
I think that im just scared to live
I think the truth is im scared
I think that the truth is
Im everything that i hate