remedy

Feelings, dealing kerosene
You’re raging, baby I know, it’s so deafening
I want to make it better, make you come down
But should I chase it just to save a madhouse?
Feel it in the kitchen and the living room
It’s like everywhere I go, I’m breathing in the solitude
No one here is evil
Toxin’s in the default
But I don’t have it in me to play healer
Cause when you say ‘you’re dead to me’
I cry like there’s nothing left of me
And I try not to let you get the best of me
But I’m lying if I said there was a remedy, a remedy
Troubling silence following
The words sink even if you don’t recall a thing
Internalize, repress, and move on was us
But our reactions never built a home of trust
Feel it in the kitchen and the living room
it’s like everywhere I go, I’m breathing in the solitude
No one here is evil
Toxin’s in the default
But I don’t have it in me to play healer
Cause when you say ‘you’re dead to me’
I cry like there’s nothing left of me
And I try not to let you get the best of me
But I’m lying if I said there was a remedy, a remedy
Oh there’s no angels, angels or demons
Both need our own taped versions of healing
It’s not that I don’t ache for you
I’m out of remedies to use