When Will I Learn

Changing the scripts to past conversations to what I wish have said
Inconsequential situations running around in my head
Kicking myself
'cause
it's all my own
doing
No one to blame
but me
Tossing and turning,
staring at the ceiling
Is not where I want to be

When will I learn to say no?
When will I learn to say no?

Fuck's sake, I've done it again
Before I knew it, it was eight a.m
Sitting around at a stranger's house
when I realise I don't know any of them
Start my day with a
panic attack on the Underground
In the train stops
in between the stops
The sweat drips, The penny drops

When will I learn to say no?
Probably never
When will I learn to say no?
Probably never
When will I learn to say no?
Probably never
When will I learn to say no?
Yeah!! probably never

Ahh
Ahh