Still

For what extent does any cost go to?
Is it gone now that it's inconvenient to you?
What is it gonna be? What is it gonna do?
What are you gonna see?

What difference does it make?
What does it really take?
Sorry I raked up the leaves to your heart
And took away your modern art

It's cold outside
I'm walking past the times I tried
To make it up to you
By taking my own life away

You really think so? You really do?
You take my hand in marriage
Now it's past due
I'm sorry
That I'm not
Perfect for you

At the end of the day (a still birth)
What could I really say
(A still birth) can I make the pain go away?
I'm a display of guilt (a still birth)
I'm sorry to you
And the thing I built
I'm sorry to the system (I'm sorry)
That I destroyed
I'm sorry to the words
I promised I'd be there for both of us (I'm sorry)