I Wanna Feel Good

I swear I try, I do the best that I can
To keep together when I know that I can't now
I've been afraid to make it clear when I should but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
I woke up tired, I'm not feeling myself
Who said that glass of wine was good for my health?
I've taken every B vitamin and juice on the shelf but
None of that ever helps
Yeah, I told my therapist I'm going through hell
"Try meditating when you're feeling unwell"
It's been a month and I keep asking myself
Why I keep taking these L's?
I swear I try, I do the best that I can
To keep together when I know that I can't now
I've been afraid to make it clear when I should but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
I've had it up to here with self-doubt and these second thoughts
I'm tired of pretending to be someone that I'm not
I'm letting go of holding on to lessons that I've lost or
That I knew and soon forgot
I swear I try, I do the best that I can
To keep together when I know that I can't now
I've been afraid to make it clear when I should but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
Lately it's been a little harder to sleep
With all these fears and worries following me, yeah
I've always been a little misunderstood but
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
(Only miss the sunshine on the days that it rains)
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good