mom i think im gay

Kinda felt like this since I was fifteen
Please kill me, you're so pretty and I'm so blue
Kinda love you, but I hate you, too
Can I blush or would you hate me, too?
And I'm sorry
Ain't it just a bitch?
You look just like heaven if I ever get to go
So be my bread and body
Take me as I am
A lady, I'll be your tramp
Don't wanna be your friend again
If you wanna hold my hand
I'll let you, I'll be your man
Don't wanna be your friend again
She wears a chain and destroyed my heart
Don't know how to tell my mom that it's you I want
(I know you're waiting for an answer)
'Cause you look just like heaven if I ever get to go
So be my bread and body
Take me as I am
A lady, I'll be your tramp
Don't wanna be your friend again
If you wanna hold my hand
I'll let you, I'll be your man
Don't wanna be your friend again